A word before you read

I am not really a poet and these are mere attempts to write poetry. I would conveniently call them free verse to escape criticism. I feel an urge to express an idea or a deep feeling or strong emotion or just describe a scene. The result is what you see.

Sunday, August 18, 2019

Madras Buses – Yesteryears Travel Reverie

From bed to bus stand, I hum through a flurry of chores like a drone.
I gobble up food like a pelican, get garbed, grab the bag with lunch packed,
a hurried bye to dad and mum, walking and running through the maze
of palm trees to catch 29D at 6.30 from Madhavaram Milk Colony.
I hop into the dark and light green omni-dragon reluctantly,
hoping to reach in time to catch the popular and all-important 29C.
If late, we sprint to latch ourselves like leeches on to the moving bus.

Stretched on a time-rack between stops for ‘tickets’ ‘tickets’ ‘tickets’,
we wait in hope to hear the shrill double whistle or the ‘raiee’ ‘raiee’.
At Perambur, at last, we are belched out and stream into 29C.
The insatiable toad swells head to torso with students at every stop
not an inch to maneuver, we are jammed hams salted and heat-dried.
Male students hang on chivalrously making space for groovy girls
hormones on fire, many a match made on those buses perhaps.

Every student of Loyola, WCC and Stella in town make their presence felt.
The dragon scrambles on, crawls at times, makes a dash or stops abruptly
crushing us like a tightening vice as we lurch forward like projectiles.
The driver steers as though on high seas, his hands and legs in a trance like dance.   
Money, bus passes and tokens are passed by dwarfed hands and constrained necks.
The struggle to reach the door starts well before we reach Sterling Road.
Like telepathic worms we wriggle our way through layers of human flesh.

My shirt button entangles in a girl’s hair (preordained?!) as I tried to slide past.
We spend a good minute untangling with embarrassed contrite smiles.
If you don’t make it to the proximity of the doors in time, the crowd,
which gets down to let you out, will box you in, moksha denied.
Then you are neither in nor out, stuck at an inclined angle
like Hercules supporting the roof of the bus from collapse
and in resigned karmaic silence, you wait for the next stop.

Getting down at Sterling Road we venture into the final lap – catching 49D or 41D.
A journey short and honey sweet, a gush of relief as we spy the college gate.
Were those Ulyssian journeys worth it? – For millions of us who couldn’t afford
a bike, a car or private transport, those city buses were our lifeblood,
our lifeline to a college education and a future in those early 90s.


Friday, September 7, 2018

Nature Speaking

I am neutral as neutral as can be
Only my inner dynamics govern me –
pressure, heat, magnetic fields and alike
I take no sides but afflict everyone alike.
I see not riches or rags, your affiliations
your race, caste or your creed
your goodness or your wickedness
whether unborn, child or disabled.
I am beyond all these
true to my inner dynamics.

It is you who bestow me human qualities,
give me a convenient voice, a connived emotion,
a twisted thought, just as you do to your Gods.
You paint me as it suits your whim and fancy
benevolent and caring or revengeful and angry.
You feel your prayers, chants and litanies
can influence me and your pain ease. 
You drown in your whirlpool of illusions.
I subside to my original familiar self
when my inner forces attain a balance.

Can you be just like me
true to your human nature?
Can you think rationally, critically, creatively?
Can you encompass all in compassion?
Can you stop thinking that you are apart from me?
Can you realise that you are part of me?
Can you stop wallowing in your delusions?
Can you stop disturbing my inner dynamics?
For when you alter my inner nature even by a fraction
you and I know not the ugly consequence.

I am completely unbiased
true to my inner nature.
It is you who picture me
as human or a demi-god
like this fool writing these lines
giving me a human voice.

Friday, June 15, 2018

Imagination


Let the charm of imagination fill your mind
Churn and swirl fantasies of every kind:
White crows, lion-faced men, dancing daisies
Walking jackfruits and good old gypsies
Every fancy and every dream
Build in the air castles of cream.
For the greatest gift of nature to man
Is the mind tripping bouncing along.

Are They Human?


Are they human?
Those that snuffed tender life,
Turned smiles of innocence
To contortions of pain and terror
Relentlessly assaulting her petite body?

Are they human?
Those drenched with venomous lust
With warped and twisted beliefs
Hate dripping hearts of steel
Apathy soaked soulless souls?

Are they human?
Those who pick on a child
To settle scores with adults
Sanctifying their vile acts
In the premises of the gods?

Are they human?
Those subhuman creatures
Packs of marauding predators
Cowards, picking easy helpless prey
Deprived and depraved of humanity?

An Evening Stroll


Against the pale-washed evening sky
I amble down the narrow lonely way
dawdling, breathing in pure delight
mesmerised
verdant green grown wild on either side,
dragon flies darting to and fro
as though in control of the skies,
birds chirping different fluty tunes
calling their mates to roost and rest,
a robin couple engrossed in making love.

Ahead the looming mountains beckon me
inviting me to probe their mysteries:
their countless twists and turns
vales, cliffs, boulders and plants.
A lone tree standing out right on top
teases me to give it company.
I feel an instant urge to hug the mountains,
they in turn seem to lunge forward
in an inclusive embrace

I feel an expansion within me
A thrilling tingling sensation
Runs as estuaries filling
Every cell, pore and vein.

A Tender Tryst


It cocked its head an impossible angle
and cooed in response to my questions
with its petite glistening winking eyes.
What may I ask are you doing
in the hot baking morning sun?
Have you fallen from your nest
between the AC and the wall?
Are you sick or are you injured?
Or are you exploring the morn?
I wish I could decode your cooing.

The hoot from my colleague’s car
 jarred the mellow chitchat.
Unwillingly I left her, unattended,
Harkening to the call of my job.

Returning late in the afternoon
I searched in haste for my little pigeon
only to find its wafer-thin body,
its life sapped by the sizzling sun.

Brewing Sounds


The ooze wells and swells
the womby head, gleams
with revolving images
swirls into narrow scripts 
suspended in eternal motion 
refusing to drip and splash 
running ants on white. 

A drop breaks loose
splatters shapes and sense.